

Some Day I Will AwakenWhy dont I feel alone? Everything in recent history should lead me towards depression and angst, yet I still feel as if everything will be okay. When my Angel vanished from me, I should have been filled with both rage and sorrow. When my Heart left me, I should have felt complete and utter disappointment in myself. When I look at the path Ive traveled, it should have been longer, harder, more painful, and more ambiguous. I have walked and run many miles to reach this place I stand, leaving me quite awestruck at how long the journey felt but how short it seems in my memory. &nbSome Day I Will Awaken


She Must Cry to RememberHe said such awful things tonight. He told me to leave him alone after calling me such awful things. I let him go off to his tent alone despite not wanting to. He turned off the light in his tent, rustled around a bit more, and finally left me in silence. With the campfire embers still glowing, I gazed up towards the heavens. The stars twinkled in the clear sky as my vision began to blur. Tears welled up in my eyes. Did he have to call me such things? Do I really upset him as much as he claims? Do I truly matter so little to him?She Must Cry to Remember
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He Must Dream to RememberI’ve been lost in my own self-pity for so long that I’ve forgotten what it means to live. I’ve tried to breathe, I tried to eat, I tried to dream, but all I did was exist. Even with everyone around me encouraging me, telling me to move forward, I failed to feel the warmth provided by human companionship. Family, friends, colleagues, companions, and lovers, those words had no meaning to mean. I thought only of myself, how I should continue surviving and remain independent of all other people. Strength came from independence, and was represented by how few people were needed by one’s self.He Must Dream to Remember
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-Ivori
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Look into my eyes and you will find me
Look into my heart and you will find you
hello, love
welcome to DA!
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